My church, Our Saviour's Lutheran in Arlington Heights, has been doing a seven-week study, led by Jodie Draut, based on Walter Brueggemann's Into Your Hand. Last night, for our Good Friday worship service, members of the group presented meditations on each of the Seven Last Words of Christ. This was mine:
The Fourth Word: “Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?"
When we human beings are dying, words come back to us.
Frequently they are words from our childhood: a song, a psalm, or a prayer.
Even when dying people are also suffering from dementia and can’t remember anything
else, they often remember poems or hymns from their childhood.
Jesus speaks the words, “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me?” from
the cross in both the Gospel According to Mark and the Gospel According to
Matthew. “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me,” is the only one of the
seven last words of Christ that appears in more than one Gospel, and in both
Mark and Matthew, these are also the only words Jesus speaks from the cross. He
speaks them in Aramaic, the language he would have known as a child growing up
in Nazareth.
These words are the first line of a famous psalm, Psalm 22:
My God, My God, why
have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far
from helping me, from the words of my groaning?
Oh my God, I cry by
day, but you do not answer;
And by night, but find
no rest.
Jesus probably learned this psalm as a child— by memory, ‘by
heart,’ as we would say—much as some of us here tonight might have learned ‘by heart’ the
psalm that immediately follows this one, the 23rd Psalm. Just as we
would catch the reference if we heard a dying person murmur, “The Lord is my
shepherd,” if there were Jews present at the crucifixion who heard Jesus murmur
the opening line of Psalm 22, chances are they would have been able to fill in
the rest. They would have known of the comparison of God to a midwife in verses
9-10:
Yet it was you who
took me from the womb;
You kept me safe on my
mother’s breast.
On you I was cast from
my birth,
And since my mother
bore me you have been my God.
These Jewish listeners
would have known that Psalm 22 continues:
For dogs are all
around me,
A company of evildoers
encircles me.
My hands and feet are
shriveled;
I can count all my
bones.
They stare and gloat
over me;
They divide my clothes
among themselves,
And for my clothing
they cast lots.
The listeners would have been able to imagine that, as Jesus
watched the Roman soldiers who were putting him to death, he was thinking of these
dogs and evildoers. And these listeners would have known the conclusion of the
22nd psalm:
To him, indeed, shall
all who sleep in the earth
Bow down;
Before him shall bow
all who go into the dust,
And I shall live for
him.
Posterity will serve
him;
Future generations
will be told about the Lord,
And proclaim his
deliverance to a people yet unborn,
Saying that he has
done it.
Even as he drew his last agonized breath, Jesus still had
the resources that had been given to him as a child; his education and his tradition
had given him a way to think of his death, not as a humiliation or a defeat,
but instead as an affirmation and a proclamation of the power of his God.